Hobbies..

   So I am attempting to find myself a hobby. I need to do something to keep my mind busy and so I don't think about my relationship too much. All I have is time and I don't know what to do with it. I attempted to do yoga today, it didn't work so well. I can't relax, not with the kids running around and being crazy. Guess I just have to stick to doing the minimal exercises I have been. I am really going to get myself all in shape and feeling amazing.

   I am looking forward to the spring and running around outside with my kids and such. I want to start running too, but I need a better stroller to go with the kids. I plan on doing so many more things with them, like hiking through the woods and looking at all the nature stuff. I'm sure they'll have a blast with it. I also miss just being outside and enjoying the beauty of nature.

   I'll find myself a hobby eventually, I want to learn to play acoustic guitar. I want to learn to do a lot of things. I shall do them when the time allows. But I need to find something I can be passionate about and stick to it. That's my biggest downfall. I don't stick with the things I choose to do. Someday I shall just find something I love more than anything else I have tried.

   I cannot wait to get my tattoos too. I am looking forward to having all the beautiful body art I wanted. I also long for the good pain. I haven't had a piercing in a long time and I am in need of something good. Oh just thinking about the pain makes me happy. I can handle physical pain better than emotional. But when the day comes that I get one of my tattoos, I shall be a happy girl!