ramblings

I'm so irritated today. With everything in general. I don't quite understand why I am the one who has to take care of everything. I feel like if I say something I'm just going to get told to shut up or to just do it myself. So I do it myself. It makes me not want to bother with any of this shit anymore. All I know is if things aren't different after all of this, I'm gone. I won't be seen by anyone in my life again. I'll go pursue whatever I choose to. I'll do it myself and make my life the way I want it.