I am trying so hard to just deal with everything. Things should be going better, but these fucking meds are killing me. I won't stop taking them cause my husband says they're helping me. I feel a change too. It just sucks that I have to be on them. I am trying so hard to think of the positives and not the negatives. I'm just worried about a lot of stuff. I just want everything to be good. All in time I guess.
Mike leaves in 21 days. I'm sad for that. But it'll be a good change. I'll have time to make sure I'm good while he's gone. I get to live life and be safe. Have my own place. There are so many positives. I just got to make it through each day.
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